confusion

Now, i'm at work. hahah.. using the office computer when i'm not suppose to.. once again i doing full shift.. 15 hours.. sian. but i like mornings.. haha.. cos more relaxed and i doing with Pei Fen. i like tt. very fun. i get to learn alot of things.. especially chinese where she sometimes speak to me cos i want to learn. haha..

anyway.. these few days is like a dark cloud for most of us. My darling michelle and melody like have each of their own sad and troubled days...

why was misery and sadness even found ? if it was a thing and not an emotion, i wish it wasn't invented or existed. but then again, it's a feeling. and in almost every thing in life, there should be a balance of highs and lows..
just like for like every cloud has a silver lining. i wonder if it is really true. yes, it's true when people say that when one door closes, anothe opens. but how would you know which is the door that opens? and if the door opens, is the the door that would benefit you? or throw you back to misery ?

Often, people do not realise what we have only until we lose it. If human nature is such, then why can't we realise all things important and so to treausre them and not waste those important things cos we dun even know it's important to us.


hmmm.. i think i'll talking in a very confusing mode. but what can i say ? Life's about confusion.