would it always end up like this?

seriously, there's so much one can take.
Then why am I taking in so much that it hurts me inside every single time?
Why can't I not let what people say affect me and my everyday life?
Why must I bear all these on my shoulders
I just want to throw them all away.
Dun put it on me. It's way too heavy.

Can't you, of all people, take it away?
I depend on you much more than anyone else.
If you can't do It, who can?
But the thing is EVERYONE else can. but not you.
Sometimes, u are the one who adds to my hurts.
It's really painful.

Do I really have to cry all throughout this journey with you??

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2 entries in one day. Unusual for me ain't it.
for someone who doesn't even blog much..
Well, the above post was actually written in NP, during dance.

Oh ya, wondering why i used their blogger template ? cos i'm so sick of all those templates tt i got to look for to make my blog nice.
Don't have the flair so don't need to try.
haha. but it look simpler now. i prefer that.