man's folly

One of man's many follies in life is to look back in life and think of all the “what could have been". Silly of us ain't it. Like now, I’m thinking back at my poly days... tomorrow is my graduation and I’ve got mixed feelings about it. Both good and bad actually. Like I’m happy that I can get to see all my good friends and all but that means that I too have to see people whom I don’t wish to see. So mixed feelings. However, I can choose to TOTALLY ignore them and fake it. Haha. But I think they are also doing the same.

Anyway, the good thing is that I can see my beloved clique again!! Haha.. Will be happy to see Stanley, Nick, Zhi Wei, Tas and Eugene. But got closer to Stanley, nick, zhi wei and tas more cos studied together but I do miss Eugene. But the 2 people I miss most is Feezah and Raihana. They are the ones that make me laugh everyday in school. It’s never a dull moment when them around. I miss disturbing anna so much. Nagging at her at every single detail. I miss tickling and playing with her. Haiz... I wish I have more time with them. I miss them a lot. How I wish we can all graduate together. Then it would be the best thing ever.

I dun really know if my life would be the same without them. Can u imagine? If they very people u used to spend ur days with is not with you. How empty and sad it would be. Like if I were not to have my darlings around me anymore, I would wake up each day and feel that each of the days is without meaning and purpose. I hope to never to have to experience that. It would bring my world to total sadness.

I hope that it would be the beginning of a better life.