Times flies like the wind when we are busy and rushing to do this and that. it's been like that for me... Rush to work. work whole day about 15 hours straight. or rush to school after work for dance. dance work. dance work. it's been like that.

where's the fun life i wanted? where's the joy and laughter that i seek for?
the only time i can find them is when i'm at dance or when i'm working with my bunch of great colleagues. but i totally hate customers. i wish they can just go away. all i want is to spend time and have fun with all of them.

however, wad i want is to dance. i really want to very much dance. i was to dance like as though the dance is meant for just me and my partner. haha... but that's just only a dream. hehe...

i think i work way too much that i dun have time for myself at all. but what does that mean ? time for myself to do wad ? i really dun know.. it's like i'm going to be 21 this year and yet, there are millions of things that i dun really know and dun really know wat i want. how can this be possible when i'm going to be an adult soon. i really dun want to waste another day of my life. sometimes i wish to not step out in the big open world...

i feel so confused and frustrated in life. i hope for someone to sweep me off my feet and take those problems aways... haiz...




would you be there to love, to be with me ?